He stains my lips with the taste of smoke and whiskey. I make myself throw up, hoping with every convulsion to get it out. Wanting to force out memories of him inside me. Alone, I touch myself, whispering his name as I bite my tongue, coming so hard I can't see, breathless and hating myself. Limp and spent I continue to move my hand cause once isn't enough anymore. Nothing's enough anymore. I stare at the mirror, expecting to see the change, but it's not there. It should show, in my face, some part of me should betray the truth.
Scarlet Secret
He stains my lips with the taste of smoke and whiskey. I make myself throw up, hoping with every convulsion to get it out. Wanting to force out memories of him inside me. Alone, I touch myself, whispering his name as I bite my tongue, coming so hard I can't see, breathless and hating myself. Limp and spent I continue to move my hand cause once isn't enough anymore. Nothing's enough anymore. I stare at the mirror, expecting to see the change, but it's not there. It should show, in my face, some part of me should betray the truth.
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